I am a feminist and I love sex with men

I am a feminist and I love sex with men I would do anything for her and she would not do the same for me. She has even stated she will probably never love me as much as I love her — something that resonates within me and is slowly killing me every day. She says we will eventually be “normal” and sleep together because the longer we’re together, it’s “expected.” Seriously? I wake up every day hoping this is the day she treats me like a boyfriend and not a roommate. I try not to pressure her or complain all the time because of the whole push pull dynamic, but every day is the same and I just feel empty, rejected and used.